I tried to drown myself today.
Mom started knocking on the door 40 sec (i counted. Creepy. I know) after i put my head under water. I wish i could feel bad about it. Or get scared. Or some other shit. But no. I liked it. I really do want to die. Life is not for everybody i guess
Hi
I’m new here. But that’s not important.
I don’t know where to start so…
Yeah
My whole life is fucked up
I was 6 when i tried to kill myself for the first time. Why?
Cause my abusive father was accused of murdering my brother
And they were interrogating me and my siblings.
Cause my father wasted all the money that were supposed to go for his coffin just to get drunk
Cause i was bullied
Cause i was sexually abused
Cause i had to act like my brother when i was with my mom to keep her sane.
It wasn’t the last time that i tried to off myself
Why?
2006-2016
I was sexually abused 5 […]
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