im 17 and my parents started the process of divorce my brother is already past 18 and doesnt have the choices to make of who to live with, my boyfriend for a little longer than a year and i broke up because his sister kept saying he could do better and that i was pathetic, i feel like i have no friends they dont invite me anywhere to do anything with them, i have depression and have been wanting to cut really deep lately but my parents locked up all the knives and i could just go to walmart and buy a new one but […]
im 17 i live in the state of iowa and my parents dont want me to be with my boyfriend so right now they dont know im dating him they think im going and hanging out with his sister which i am but im also spending time with him and they dont know im with him and any ways i kinda want to run away but im scared because i dont want to get found and i want to take my pets with me but i know i cant and im so confused i really want to cry why i want out of the house […]
ok so about 9 months ago i started dating this guy named mike and we would last 3-4 months break up and get back together about 3 months ago we broke up and hardly talked for thoes three months but then about 2 weeks ago i started talking more to his sister cause shes pretty cool and then i startd talking to him again because this whole time we have been broken up hes all i can think about… well we made plans that after i worked saturday i would get picked up and go to mikes sisters house, kim, but then friday mike was […]
at my school people go around and tell each other go kill yourself, go cut yourself, your not good enough, they call them names depending on the race they are, all of this as a joke. a fucking joke! i mean seriously how will they feel if suddenly one day someone took that seriusly and killed them self or how would they feel if one day i walked around the school in shorts and had my legs covered in cuts? huh? honestly i feel like i need to make this example and if it were me i would do the suicide. now i may not […]
ive attempted suicide many times before but now i dont know why but i keep telling people when at the same time i want to die maybe i just want someone to tell me its ok to go. my parents love me i just wish they didnt and my brother really cares about me but i wish i was alone. I talked to my ex girlfriend on the phone last night and told her for the past two weeks ive been thinking about suicide and she begged me not to but yet if i did she would never know she lives in tennessee and i […]
ok so this is my first post here i found it when looking up how to overdose on sleep pills and im hoping i can get help. You will have to excuse my writing sometimes im really bad at spelling and gramer nd all that. A little about me im 17 and i live in a small town ive been one very depression med my doctor can think of since in was in 8 grade now im a jounior and in the begining they work but now they dont. Here in this last 2 weeks my mood has gone down majorly… every day i think […]