what my parents dont know

ok so about 9 months ago i started dating this guy named mike and we would last 3-4 months break up and get back together about 3 months ago we broke up and hardly talked for thoes three months but then about 2 weeks ago i started talking more to his sister cause shes pretty cool and then i startd talking to him again because this whole time we have been broken up hes all i can think about… well we made plans that after i worked saturday i would get picked up and go to mikes sisters house, kim, but then friday mike was going to go to kims so i went up their friday and well… my parents dont like mike they dont want us dating, talking, seeing each other, shit they hardly wanted me to go to kims because they think hes their but what they dont know is that i planned for him to be their. so im starting to go behind their backs again and honestly im starting not to care because my dad goes out and drinks and drives and my mom sits at home and cries about always being alone and im 17 and i just want to move in with kim and finish school and start my life and honestly i dont know if i want my parents in my life… so mike and i are secretly dating behind my friends and families back but his family and friends know i feel like im depriving him or decieveing him but i want to be with him and my family and friends wont let me ugh im so confused i just want to run away and get hidden until im 18 then come back and get all my shit and leave