Far away from facebook , far away from family , far away from people , far away from reality .. I sit there and cry , with every tear drop I hate him andI hate myself even more .. perhaps because I once gave someone the complete power to destroy me with just words :s
and once he had the chance , he did it .. perhaps I’d cut myself later , or maybe I’ll just end it all … but would that change a thing ? no it won’t .. the pain would only follow me into the other life , and while I keep […]
” Here are some obvious things about the weather: It’s real. You can’t change it by wishing it away. If it’s dark and rainy it really is dark and rainy and you can’t alter it. It might be dark and rainy for two weeks in a row , BUT It will be sunny one day. It isn’t under one’s control as to when the sun comes out, but come out it will. One day . ”
I don’t actually know what to write .. even my tears roll down my face , before I even put my hand on the keyboard .
is it because it’s too painful to be written ? or because I’ll be writting something , people would never pay attention to ?
I’m not a suicidal person , I do not cut myself or had suicide attempts .. I just cry , tears hurt more than any cuts on your wrist .. you know why ? cause the pain may go away when you cut yourself , you either die , or get […]
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