I’ve always split depression into two types. The numb type of feeling nothing, then the crushing and unbearable pain. The first kind I had when I was a lot younger. The second has gone on for the last few years, and how can I explain the darkness of looking ahead to carrying it further. I’ve been seeing doctors for 16 years. I was first hospitalized 11 years ago, and last hospitalized exactly one year ago. If I had known 11 years ago, I wouldn’t be out of the same place mentally, but worse, I don’t think I could have handled that fact. I’m 29 now […]