I just do.
I’m not angry, or depressed.
I just think things have gone far enough for me, and I’m happy to take the next step, its no biggy.
Problem is I can’t see myself actually doing it, and I don’t know how long it will take to muster up the courage to do it. Maybe a few years? Maybe never, actually, is more likely.
Its a shame because every day I live is like one pointless extra day.
Anyway, hope everyone is OK.