I need to take a break from here. With how close I came a few days ago I don’t want to take any chances. If anyone wants to talk to me, I can give you my email, but I really need to stop putting myself back into this ‘storm’ if you will. My email is taylorlovegood4@gmail.com if you do want to speak with me, but I need to step away. I am in therapy and on meds now, but I don’t want to tell fate. Posts will be less frequent if they occur at all, but I wanted to let everyone know. Thank you for […]
directed at everyone who has helped me these last few days… Especially one in particular…
I’m going to be completely honest with you here. I almost ended it. I took a backpack full of meds from my mom’s cabinet and went out into the woods behind my house. I was ready. Then, I looked back at what you said to me. those people who were the light in the midst of utter blackness. I sat down On the ground crying and called my mom. I remembered that people did still care if I went or not, and I got help. I’m still not fixed by any […]
I am a 15 year old girl, and I can’t see how it can get better from here. This will explain what brought me to this point.
I guess it all started when I went to elementary school for the first time. They needed someone to lay into, and I was the chosen target. Every day for 8 years, whether it was at the park, a store, or school itself, I was bullied mercilessly. I began cutting and stealing… There wasn’t really any light ahead. I moved to a new school in 9th grade, and stopped stealing. I kept cutting though. I was an outcast there […]