directed at everyone who has helped me these last few days… Especially one in particular…
I’m going to be completely honest with you here. I almost ended it. I took a backpack full of meds from my mom’s cabinet and went out into the woods behind my house. I was ready. Then, I looked back at what you said to me. those people who were the light in the midst of utter blackness. I sat down On the ground crying and called my mom. I remembered that people did still care if I went or not, and I got help. I’m still not fixed by any means, but you were the only person who I thought still cared. Thank you for making me hesitate. You have helped me more than anyone in my life EVER has.
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I can not be more grateful & thankful to God in my entire life
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Please don't ever do this again 🙁
I will try not to. I am so sorry… I thought i was alone… But no one is alone. We all have someone, and I am so glad you helped me realize this before it was too late to change things…
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To say "you're most welcome" doesn't even begin to describe what I wanna say
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100%, Farah, 100%.
Gasping: so glad you reached out here, to Farah, and to your mom.
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I have no words for this. 🙂 🙂 🙂 Hang in there.
I feel you. A few years I was all set to go, all planned out and was going to go out of life with my friend with me when I was reminded by a text I was still loved and needed alive. I had and have a lot of work on me ahead of me as do you. Visit us when you truly can but yes you have a lot of work ahead of you in order to live on.