About four months ago I tried to take my own life by driving as fast as I could head on into a truck. I couldn’t live with the things I’d done to my favorite people or with myself. Living in this body I’m so trapped. I drugged myself up on benzos, alcohol, coke and weed all night and crashed into that truck. I have no memory of that night or the weeks before, so I don’t know how rash the decision was. I do know I was severely depressed, my sister told me I talked to her on the phone crying and I couldn’t promise […]