i want to knwo what u guys think about dying.
sometimes, i think when we die good-hearted, we will go fly to heaven like halo-capped angels, but then sometimes i imagine if there was no heaven or hell to go to. I just think sometimes maybe death is just stopping. like stopping to run life. like when u die, u become nothing, and do nothing for the rest of…eternity i guess.
it feels sad to accept that. im not sure if i shud.
growing up, i’ve realized that life isn’t a gift. though, it isn’t hell ethier. they are both of a mix, even though that seems a bit impossible.
for me there’s no drive for life for me. i know i’m extremely young, but i think i know this outline of life. i really don’t understand why bother involve yourself with living. what is life about? gettting married? getting a good job? getting an awesome career? or just be happy? < now, how will this help any1 else around me? or to make others happy? hell, no one has the fing answer, i know that, but why? scientificly, we”re here because ceellls, […]
fuck. man, it’s like, it just happen. like, literaallly, seemed like a flash occurance. i don’t know how the fuck it was brought to htis.
today, i just came back from cap hours (meaning after school clubs), and today i felt so fricking tired. but when i went home, i was happy, that our new puppy had greeted me to the door, how my mom wasn’t in a bitchy mood, how my dogs weren’t actual bitches at the time and how everyone in the house said hi to me with all of their gleeful attention. except her.
after hanging with my new dog, rainee, on ground floor, i walked […]
please do not try to judge me, but thinking about it now, i don’t think a human being should even need friends.
i’m not saying they r a waste of time, but they aren’t “requiered” to live. Any man can live and be sane without having to interact with many other humans. actually, people need friends to one, know how to interact, two, keep up with news, or three, know what to be sane it.
but being sane isn’t of one quallity, besides the quality of being sane. sane can mean go along with killing millions of people who go by that religion and be normal. or sane could […]
don’t take this seriously, but i literally cannot smile
it’s not tht im some sort of gloomy person that im so non-emotional all the time. but its so hard for me to smile. no, i’m rly serious, i cannot even move my mouth that wide. my cheeks are so puffy when i try to smile. it’s just all tighten up for me. is there anyone who’s reading this can’t smile like me? like, it’s just hard for them to move their mouth into a smile?
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hello again. for this post, i felt like sharing these amazing two music videos both by the famous rapper eminem. I hope this can cheer up the mood for everyone, though the first may feel a bit harsh on language.
I really felt this one encouraging cause eminem actaully cared so much about his fans, that he made a song on some1 who was very passionate about being like eminem and admiring him a lot too. it shows how a fan becomes extremely upsess with his role model, try to act and think like eminem, when really he was a whole different person. […]
dear anyone who would like to read this
today i went to school, and as usual, was tired cause it was a monday and feel a bit timid towards others. though, as a part of the yearbook, i was required to talk to or introduce myself to 6 students whom i was going to take pictures of. today, one of those students, a girl, was one of them, came to school. almost everytime i tried to talk to her, just to see if she was doing okay in school, (is new) she wouldn’t notice me, or i was interrupt by people tht needed to talk to me.
when i […]
i dont understand really
whats the point. whats the point in going to school. whats the point in studying or learning. or going to college, or even getting a job. well sure, you can’t mooch off ur parents for the rest of ur lives, and you need money to help u survive this damned world, but whats the point?
I go to school, sure, a few friends, but friends who dont actually know shit about me, and they’ve been seeing me for at least 2 years now. i study hard, but it’s not like i actually get any better at being smart. i just stuff information in my head, and […]
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