so its been a while since i wrote something on here so here it is . i have to take summer school beacuse in 9 grade i failed on my credites  it was because of my anxiety i would never come to school i hated being there beacause  i always felt trapped .today i started online summer school it was easy and cool forr mee beacuse you  only misss one day iff you miss another day they kick you out so im doing it online . i felt calm and relaxed not like in regular school wwere im shaking or crying .i ave to do […]
okay out of nowhere i juststarted being very bitchy to everyone like 20 min ago and then i started crying like i cant stop.. typing this right now im  crying i just dnt kno why so today went to 1 peripd hate it so left and i just started crying i was really cmonn noo my nerves and anxiety was geting to me im just looking for answers
so tommoro i have to go back to school at home im trying to keep a smile on my face when im at home but really inside i just feel so alone i just dont think schhool is for me i hate going im always scared to get up in the morning and going to 1 2 Â 3 4 5 Â 6 period eveeryday. dealing with people around that i know are better skinner than mee i hate seeing that:( i just dont know what to do in my back of my mind its telling me cutt it out of you but i kno thtas bad […]
okay so this year was my 1 year as  a freashman. goin in to a couple weeks it was goin fine .then one day it all started in my stomach. my stomach would make wierd noises like was hungry .so stopped comming to school i would miss almost eveeyday because of my stomach. then my mom took me to the doctors to see what i had i would tell them my stomach hurts then they found out i had anxiety(social anxiety).they made me go back to school,i would cry and pretty much had a mental breakdown every morinin because i didnt wanna go to schoolthe […]