But really? How the hell is it I make it through another day? Body, mind and whatever spark of life inside me hurts. I saw an earlier post that described my feelings quite accurately. ” I just feel like shit” so what is keeping me here among the rest of the masses? I’m thinking it is more suicidal to trudge day in and day out than to end it. I know most of you here feel the pain of life, what the hell are we doing? I have never wanted to turn back the clock and change my life. Been in some […]
so what to do at 37 and now lifes grenade explodes in the form of a car crash? not that is has been rough at all. just fought drug addiction for 20 years. went to prison for almost 8. finally think the pin is back in the device and BOOM! i almost die. 3 months of hospital, i now have 20+ inches of scar tissue and 47 peices of metal in me. cant walk right, left hand is almost useless and im just never going to be the same. Â life is good. i used to say andthink that. i have a new outlook. daily i […]