But really? How the hell is it I make it through another day? Body, mind and whatever spark of life inside me hurts. I saw an earlier post that described my feelings quite accurately. ” I just feel like shit” so what is keeping me here among the rest of the masses? I’m thinking it is more suicidal to trudge day in and day out than to end it. I know most of you here feel the pain of life, what the hell are we doing? I have never wanted to turn back the clock and change my life. Been in some crap that was quite bad, but never had the thought. I just figured that’s what my life was giving me. Well I’ve changed my mind! I so fukin wish the car crash would have taken me out. Almost did after 15 days in a coma, but here I am. Really? All busted up, wishing I had the ballz to do it. Well, off to another day of feeling like shit. Love my life…. Hahahaha….
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You obviously have something to live for or you wouldn’t have typed this post.
By the sounds of it – curiosity.
But you also give the impression that you’ve given up.
So what’s stopping you?
Well mr helper noonoo, curiosity sure. Given up? Uh hun. If i gave u the complete story maybe you would see. Although i don’t have the time, patience or caring to give it. certainly not now our here.just cooling my jets like most here are doing. And if that’s if you paid attention you would have read in my past posts about previous TRUE attempts that failed. So now i believe i cannot just “check out” I’m not a Fukn super hero or some vampire, just Pretty hard to kill. So what do you think that does to ones ego? Hmm? My mission is clear, wait for my time and make people as miserable as i am in life. Case closed
You’re getting even more narcissistic 😀
I’m a miss and I would actually appreciate if you did tell me the full story, but judging by your personality you wont. I still think you want to though. I have read your past post – If I remember correctly, I also commented twice.
I think you can die if you really want to (I wouldn’t recommend it though) and I think it’s kind of dickish to ruin other people’s lives just because yours is a pile of crap at the moment.
By adding “case closed” it doesn’t change anything. You’re being an ass because life has been a ***** to you. And I’m sorry about that.
You’re like the really fucked up version of Dr. House. o; Cynical and all that jazz. However judging by what I’ve read in your past posts, you have good reason to be that way. On a different note, I agree with noonoo. Pushing people away just so you can either make their lives misery or sulk alone in solitude doesn’t help. Not everyone out there is a dick, and you don’t need to be dick to everyone. Just the one’s who deserve it. 😛