I viewed this site 6 months ago shortly after trying to kill myself. I couldn’t find the strength to actually go through with it when the time came. I wanted to die. I wanted to die more than I wanted to live, but for some reason I just couldn’t do it. I hated myself for a little while, thought of myself as a coward.
Since then I have been seriously working through things in my head and exploring every possible reason for me to stay alive. Suddenly, last week, the darkness lifted from me for no apparent reason. I felt lighter, happier and could see things crystal […]