The pills don’t work.
Grimreaperssalvation
One of the things about this site, is some get the attention they need, and others don’t. Some suicidal people on here might just need a few kind words of a understanding nature. but not everyone gets the kinds words they crave. How do people choose which ones to read, or even to respond to? Luck of the draw? Ones that sound the most urgant? Its kind of discouraging when some don’t get a reply. Maybe the people from home won’t understand or help, and even the millons of strangers on here won’t give a second glace at a reply.
All I want is a chance. Another […]
The guilt is the thing that is the worst for me. I feel so guilty for wishing for the pain to be over. so guilty for not being a better daughter, a better friend, a better sister. So guilty for not being able to make my mom’s life better. Im a waste of space. A waste of time. A waste of a being. When your so young and you start to write about death, it seems like it dooesnt matter. the m0ment will pass. But it goes on until im almost 18 and watching my clock tick down until it dies. Its so shelfish to […]