I am 30 yo male. I had probably only one suicide attempt that really counts, since that was when I ended up in a hospital. The other times I just sat home or something, noose around my neck, but never actually did anything. I am getting therapy and was on antidepressants for a long time, but I simply do not think that there is any help out there for me. Even though I believe that life is basically about attitude I just can’t bring myself round to looking at the bright side. I feel broken. Broken beyond repair. Or maybe even misshapen, malformed… I feel […]