Here we go again. I’m left alone in my bed, with nothing but the sound of my fan and my laptop. My boyfriend went to bed, after the horrible day he had. Today was the first time I realized I’m depressed…..again. Only God knows why I was given clinical depression at the age of 15, with severe anxiety to top it off. I have no friends (besides my honey), and the only will to live I have is my religion. I’m losing that will. My religion takes about a great afterlife, and I have never wanted to go more than I do now. Since my […]
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hailtotheamnesiac
I just ended my freshman year of high school, and I have been going to therapy for about two months now. On Christmas break, back in December, I gathered courage, with the help of my boyfriend, to finally tell my parents I have suicidal thoughts. My parents instantly got me help, but the help I’m getting STRICTLY deals with anxiety. My therapist hasn’t brought up suicide since my first session, which was two months ago. I did find out my mom’s side has almost a 100% rate of depression, and my dad’s has almost a 100% rate of anxiety disorders. What a good combination for […]