i can’t take it im slowly dying every day it’s too much how can i wake up in this nightmare everyday? my soul is screaming but my voice is quiet no one fucking cares anyway it’s not like the universe wants me here… it doesn’t matter i’ve lost what kept me going now idk how long i can go… i cried over my ex for the first time in satan knows how long i don’t know how i can still love her. i see no point to keep on going i’m just done i can’t find whatever it is i’m looking for. just want it […]
It’s sitting right up there on the table… i know the second i pick it up ill put it to my head. it’d be so easy everyone’s asleep and it’s already loaded, it’s impossible to resist… just want that gun in my face so i can pull the trigger to finally be at peace, to have a bullet in my brain… it’s all i wish… help
Death, i wish for every day… to take me away take from this place that has so haunted and tortured me, to get away from this world to what we call this miserable span of exsistance that is life, free me so that i can finally have that eternal peace that i wait for in my dreams and so my tears will no longer flow, so that my soul can be cleansed of the poison that destroyed who i once was… let my mind be at ease and my heart to longer beat for each breath burns, so take me in your grasp and put […]
The more i think about it the better it sounds and my familliy doesn’t celebrate chistmas so i wouldnt ruin anything as far as the holidays go but i thought that just sounded nice
i ran across this website bout a week ago and thought it was goin 2 help me get through this difficult part of my life. i’ve opened up told my story but still no one chooses to listen… i’ve tried to help out some of you out there but i guess im no good at that either(big surprise). when i found this site i thought i wasn’t alone but now i realize i truly am, it doesn’t matter though thats what i get and thats what its destined to be…
so im 19 years old and im depressed…i’ve been depressed before to the point where i did almost commit suicide but right as was about to pull the trigger and i just couldnt.I just wanted it to end, then my parents found out and i ended up going to the hospital on 2 separate occasions at the time i was cutting,burning,and choking myself  a year has past since all that and now im feeling the same way as i did before i just hate life and hate this world the only thing i can trust are my dogs,im lonely and heart broken but i belive […]