To feel as if you want to just jump off a bridge to stop the silent hurt that is slowly coming, you can’t see it, you can’t stop it, all you can do is feel the agony it brings to you, the hurt and pain it puts you through, to think but not know your thoughts, like they are masked, to not even know they are there till it’s almost too late. To not know if your suicidal, you don’t think you would ever want to make yourself not live, just sometimes, once in like a month you feel if you could just disappear […]
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Why are they’re so many thoughts in my head, so many different thoughts, that almost have nothing to do with anything, maybe I’m just masking what I feel inside, even though I still feel the same way,I might be thinking different things but everythings just the same, why does this always have to happen to the people that are down, that have felt alone and sick in this world for years on end, haven’t those people suffered enough, can’t they just finally get a break, can’t we finally feel a little happiness, or is there no happiness left, why is the universe like this, a […]
I’m afraid of the future, I don’t know if I’m going to be here long, and people want me to apply to college and everything, when I don’t know if I’ll be here that long, I can’t tell anyone that though,i don’t know what to do, should I apply and see what happens, or just not because I might. Make it..
Honestly I don’t know anymore, I don’t really understand what life is, I don’t understand why there is life if all life really is, is heartache, pain, sadness, never end hurt and desperation for a nice happy life. Why is there life, why are we here if we can’t be happy. Ya, some people might be able to deal with all of the nonsense and make their life good, but what about the people that can’t, that don’t know how, huh, what happens to them, can’t they be happy too. Just because life has to be so stupid as suck, means everyone has to suffer. […]
I used to think I had all the hope in the world, that hoping things will get better would actually work. I began to loose faith in everything else, I didn’t think anything but hoping worked, Well lately hope hasn’t seemed to work either. I still feel the same things, pain, misery, sadness, like everything is eating away my insides and consuming everything that I need to feel normal. I’ve hoped things would get better, I’ve hoped that the medication would work, I’ve hoped that I could finally stop letting people down, that I could have enough strength to hold on just a little more. […]