for many years… lets say half a decade I’ve been alone (on the inside). School obviously became unimportant since the only thing of importance was my desperate search for answers… and those questions were regarding my existence, how life worked… how human societies worked. Sure my research have uncovered many fascinating phenomenons about life itself… but one things remained unchanged all these years. Not only was my desire not welcomed every day every conversation every spoken word that came from my mom’s mouth was in scorn, disappointment, criticism. and just now like 5 minutes ago she made it very clear to me she wanted me […]