So I came here because I’m really confused, I can’t tell if I’m actually depressed or just really evil and using my sadness as an excuse to hide away. I seem to be slowly piecing my life back together shard by shard, I just don’t think I can live in the proper world though, I’ve spent so long as a drop out of life that I don’t think I can handle things, I’m so lost
Hi people, been like this for as long as i can remember, most of my problems are from me being lazy, i mean apparently a doctor says i’ve got depression too but truthfully i just think its my own stupid fault. I’m a big, lazy fat, 20 year old who spends his days indoors doing nothing, I see you great, amazing people and i wonder am i allowed to complain, you people are having to live through the real problems and i don’t feel like i should be allowed to complain. I’ve wanted to kill my self for such a long time now, though I’m […]