I drag you along like a lost weight from my jail cell. Your evil and as cold as stone. I drag you around to all my classes, to every meal I eat, every breath I take, and when I think I can get a good nights sleep, and a rest from you; you show up. You twist my dream into a nightmare of you. When I finally give up and admit there is nothing else you can possibly do to hurt me, I wake up and see you standing above me; looking at me with your twisted smile.
I find myself looking in a mirror.
Author
HollieReal
Do you ever feel like you are completely worthless? I do.
Do you ever think how much easier the world would be if you weren’t in it? I do.
Ever day i cut myself. It feels amazing. Like all the stress in my life is just released.
I live with a shadow- heavy on my shoulders. I’m dragging every fucked up memory around. I keep looking for that moment that it will be taken away.
After every pointless day i feel death is the only answer.
I may be crazy but im done fighting. I want to just give up. I want to be realeased from all my pain.
I’m done.