HollowBoi

It’s been a year since my last attempt, i thought i would eventually forget about it if i kept my mind on other things, no matter how happy i felt there’s something that isn’t right. Being happy just felt so wrong, i don’t even feel sad, im just.. tired? I can’t even afford to feel sad when someone dies, it just makes feel jealous.

Well it seems that depression really is a *****, it’s been a year and it still wont leave me alone, maybe it’s because of my surroundings? Maybe im just entirely unlucky, perhaps im just ungrateful. I probably lost something last year that […]

Knowing other people that suffered like you and endured the same pain you’ve felt is very comforting, having this much people that actually understood your pain better than yourself. I like hearing honest things like “if it doesn’t go your way you can always pull the trigger” than “its going to be okay, stop thinking about depressing things” because you know it’s reality and that’s where its going to end. At least reading other’s experiences made me realize that there is still a chance and that I can still wait for tommorow I was able to endure this shit for 13 years a couple more […]