I turned 30 in October. I have a fairly large family (six kids) and two good parents who are, thankfully, still with us. I have had difficulty sleeping my entire life. I don’t know exactly when it turned into full blown insomnia but, these days, I’m lucky to get even two hours of sleep a night, if I sleep at all. I can feel myself losing my grip on reality. I’ve been so depressed and so alone for so long, if I even had a chance to change, I wouldn’t know how. I don’t want to die, but I’ve held on for as long as […]