Drowning in myself
Always asking why
Never feeling settled
Just wanting some peace
The whispers that show
I’m better off dead
Nobody would care
Everybody would be happy
Just needing some queit
Knowing it will never happen
Always screaming, pleading, and begging
Someone notice, someone say something
Cause I never can.
I don’t really have a big sob story so I don’t know why I feel the way I do. I just want to disappear. Ease the pressure on my family, keep everyone happy. I get so tired of just being a burden. Nothing seems to help either. Not therapy, drugs, or hosptialzation. Suicide is about the only thing I think of. I make plans and just chicken out. Can’t let anyone know so I’ll just do this instead. Need to run or die. Can’t seem to do either though.
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