The title says it all. I can’t please anyone, no one really loves me, no one cares. I’m just a selfish, worthless piece of shit of a bastard with no brain. I also must pretend to be someone I’m not and it’s pure torture. I’ve been bullied and due to my chronic stress, the bullying I used to ignore is now haunting me, taunting me. I lock my feelings deep down and hide it with a smile but I’m so dead inside. Now I am considered mute and heartless. Yes, I don’t know how to love anymore. Therefore I do not deserve to live another moment, […]
I have been holding on for too long and I am slipping. I have no one up top to reach down and grab me, pull me up; and I have no one to catch me when I fall. I was once on the edge now I am dangling and ready to fall. I thought I could handle the weight of the world, fight on towards my future until the day I die. But I can’t. The world is depressing even-though there is so much fun around. I am so heart-broken even though I have friends, family, and a boyfriend who love me dearly. You may […]
A song by Skillet, my favorite band. I bet a lot of people here can relate to this song as much as I can.
I have been holding on for too long in my life. Since the age of four I have been hiding who I really am. A boy trapped in a girl’s body. I want to be free but my trans/homophobic parents/society aren’t letting me. I cant do this anymore. I may seem alive but I’m already dead. I cannot take another year as a girl, it tortures me, it pains Hunter being trapped deep inside this body. I see my self as a butterfly but I am still in my coocoon and I want out but I know I can’t. I can’t do this anymore, I […]
Note: I wrote this after I was blackmailed and cyber raped
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Ashes to Ashes I am covered
Blood rushing through my veins
Blood rushing through my head
Blood rushing out of me
I once was a pure, strong one
Filled with light and alivliness
Now darkness consumes me
And I have fallen My heart crushed
My mind gone mad, And my body shattered
Ashes to Ashes I am shattered
Shattered to the core
I wake from my sleep
To walk in my never-ending nightmare
I was once alive
I once had strong wings to soar
I once was pure with light
Now I am dead
My wings weak, no longer able to soar
I am no longer pure and filled […]
All world’s a stage and it is very much true. We are all actors, born with scripts in our minds and hearts.
Many act as if they are the leaning shoulder, the helping hand. Not everyone is a lie though, no I wont go that far go that far for I am a lie.
I am the walking lie. What you see on the outside is not true, it’s what’s inside that is true. To walk among society as a lie pains me, tortures me. I give anything to be free. Free from this torment.
People say be strong. They say that just to show […]