http://eve3.wordpress.com/2008/07/08/characteristics-of-the-gifted/
you may be smarter than you would have ever imagined
Tapyad, the pet turtle popped his head out of his shell after awakening from a nice recharging sleep, where he dreamt of beating his pal bunnetreceit, the hare, in a race, which he did. Tapyad the turtle was disappointed that this was only a dream. Then he smelt some fresh lettuce that franklin, his owner put inside his cage. Tapyad was so distracted by the lettuce he completely forgot about his dream.
He decided to eat all the lettuce. So he did. Then he got thirsty, so he drank some water. Then he thought about the dream again and said *sigh*
“what can y’do” (in turtle language) […]
Time tick tocks away, I wish it would freeze till I sort out things, as I panick with frustration, So much work to do, so many things on my mind. I don’t know what I should be doing. I have so much cyber school work, im so behind and I feel screwed, like I am doing very well, but I’m behind and preoccupied with bigger worries , that are actually irrational but I am so paranoid with guilt.
My one and only friend wish I secretly wish would disappear (not die, just move away or something). I honestly feel so uncomfortable around her because I haven’t […]
I just feel like writing, it really helps me.
sry this is gunna be all over the place\:
I like to try and think rationally, and honestly. I finally have been honest with myself, and its the best thing that has ever happened to me. Until now, I have been in denial with the stigma of my ‘disorders’ /issues. ( selective mutism, socialphobia, anxieties, borderline agoraphobia, depression, mild OCD (some of these are self diagnosed)as well as feelings of suicidal ideation, lonliness, social awkwardness, isolation,…and more..
I didn’t want to accept having most of these issues, I literallyy wanted to invent a time machine so I could go […]
goiin’ to try to make this concise: i want to change, can anyone tell me ofany reallifestories that involving a transformation of a changed person, its really hard to explain , ecspecially when im tryng to be concise. HOW can i convince myself that i have the right to become a totally changed [for the better ] person? [not so extremly strange, freakis, but total realization of who i want to be, and able to express myself for the first real time [all through school i didnt talk..cntinued,.see cmments…
You think you’re the loneliest person out there?
Think again,
High school has been the loneliest, hardest time.
I’m not going to go into detail but I’ve always been fairly lonely due to my social issues (self diagnosed, selective mutism)or whatever you want to call it. (I heard my mom talk to someone saying how I was assessed for the possibility of selective mutism, but it came out as negative apparently…
It had to have definitely been overlooked, as I usually didn’t talk unless spoken to, mostly in school and in unfamiliar territory.
People had to come up to me first, initiating friendship. I really don’t know what is the […]
I feel so exposed, vulnerable, like people know what I am thinking and like they know my problems.
How can I just care less?
my dreams have been so vivid ever since prozac and they taunt me by bringing me into the past where the bad memories are like one reoccuring one where my x friend i bump into [this ismy fear, idnt wanna see her for various reasons]..idk wat im trying to say, ??…but these dreams make feel like i should NOT let the past go, and they make me feel so guilty that ive alienated my childhood friend[i didnt want to imiss her so much , but i she was associated with terrible memories, how do ilet go ?
(SORRY THIS IS GUNNA BE REALLY UNorganized, I just keep editing it, and adding info..Hi I’m a physically healthy (not so much mentally) 18 y/o girl, with many issues including: Severe anxiety (social), I have been depressed before, suicidal, I’ve been recently diagnosed with ADD. I think I might have avoidant personality disorder, mild ocd? mild sexual abuse and I think I had selective mutism as a child up until gr.11 when I dropped out of highschool, because I cracked . and alienated/avoided virtually all my friends(due to depression, humiliation and I didn’t want to have anything to do with my school.) I spend most […]
Love this song, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D2geaK31-NY
It’s like life. The imperfections are what give it meaning.
The ‘off key’ note shows how there is a flaw, but it can still be perfect.
Maybe in heaven, there will be understanding.
Understanding of the motives of each and everyone.
Understanding why they feel the way they feel.
Maybe it will be more than understanding, maybe you will get a first person glimpse of what it is like to be someone else.
Connecting of each other to form a peaceful, heavenly bond.
Madness, disappointment, RAGE, hatred, disgust, FEAR, sadness, grief, humiliation, shyness, cowardliness, regret, sorrow, loneliness, Physical pain, emotional pain, stress, turmoil, suffering, HOPELESSNESS, nonsense, will be overcame.
Maybe in heaven, things will all make sense. It will all PUZZLE together.
Why there is pain.
Pain adds character. Pain breeds experience, wisdom, knowledge, meaning, bravery and resilience.
Pain makes […]
I am soooo so behind in school work and I can’t concentrate on it at all. Iam always preoccupied with all these un clear thoughtsss.
It feels like time is running out
Breathing helps MARGINALLY .
I feel so guilty like I did something wrong, I don’t think I did but I CANT CONTROL THIS FEELING. I always find myself holding my breath and it helps
but I heard its not good to do this? I know I shouldn’t be feeling like this! But for some reason it feels like I deserve it.
I can’t even eat, no appetite but I think this makes me more nervous because my stomach starts growling, but when i do eat I feel like I’ll throw up.
I’ve tried everything. But i feel its involuntary.
 I want to escape.
I think I may have a Highly sensitive personality.
I have severe social anxiety, ADD. And I get easily overstimulated.
Do these sound like characteristics of the HIGHLY SENSITIVE PERSON?:
I have acute hearing, I get startled VERY easily over the littlest sounds, even when I am anticipating them. and I think I am sensitive to light(i wear glasses) I am a very picky eater, and dont eat much I like odd foods. I think this is because I may be a supertaster? I think I am sensitive to pain. When I have a hot beverage, it takes forever for it to be cool enough to drink, […]
I don’t know how to explain my self. WHO AM I.
Im seeing a new therapist today and im extremely anxious.
I don’t even know what to say to her.
AM I SIMPLE OR AM I COMPLICATED
I don’t know where to start.
I don’t want to have miscommunication and misunderstanding
I am scared of myself.
I am scared of finding myself. Who I truly am.
I don’t know how to introduce myself like how do I define myself if I can’t think clearly, if I don’t have much going for me, if I don’t have real friends if I do not have many strengths, or interests. I bad at just about everything, […]
I think to myself (i”m not always suicidal but it still helps me! ) I can always kill myself later.
If I can just try and face one more day, one more obstacle, one more test at life, and if it’s too hard then I can try to fight it by saying I’ll wait it out, ill see what tomorrow brings because I can always die the next time if things get to unbearable, eventually I get through the next obstacle and I’m able to stick around for the next one.
Just say to yourself If this experience is too much to bear I can always […]
well i feel good right now from the concerta maybe a bit to stimulated, mild euphoria? or maybe just what i’m supposed to feel like when im not totally hopeless, i dont wanna come down from it i wanna stay this way. I have a psychologist appoitnment with a new dr. which I’m really scared for, I don’t wnana be judged and I don’t wanna cry and get all sensitive, I don’t like discussing myfeelings because I always feel bad and pathetic after.
and feel good about it?
do you think you have bazaar thoughts that no one else has ever thought of?
I don’t think I have too many thoughts that anyone has thought of.
I’d rather be rejected by everyone for who I am rather than loved for someone I am not.
I used to hate who I was but now I wouldn’t change one bit of me because then I would be someone else.
True beauty only comes with strangeness.