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Midnight Poem

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I want to take it all away

Take back what I told you

It changes how you feel about me

I can see it in your eyes

No matter how much you deny

I can hear it in your tone

No matter how much you say no

 

This is why I don’t

Tell people how I feel

They make assumptions

Most of them aren’t real

 

And they don’t deserve the burden

It should be mine to bear

Still I can’t help wishing

That someone else would share

 

Still I can’t help wishing

There was somebody out there

Who would hear all I have to say

And it wouldn’t change the way they thought of me

Or how they looked at me

Or how they acted […]

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Alone

by ifsomeonecared...
written by ifsomeonecared...

Feelings are so strange.

I never know how I’m going to feel. Sometimes when you’d expect me to be happy, I just feel like laying down and crying.

Sometimes when I’m surrounded by a group of friends I feel so alone.

I hate it.

If I had to choose the predominate feeling of my life it would be loneliness. And it’s ridiculous because I’m surrounded by people, people that I love, almost all the time. I know I’m not alone and yet I’m somehow disconnected from the group.

There’s some unseen barrier between me and them and all I want to do is get through it.

Knock it down forever.

But I don’t know where to begin,

I […]

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Crazy roommate is ruining my life

by ifsomeonecared...
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I’m so over this! I can’t believe the things you say sometimes. I thought we were friends before this week, I even liked you most of the time unlike everyone else. Every time everyone else would be talking about how annoying you are and how much they hated you I never joined in, because I thought we were ok. I tried so Damn hard to be friends with you, and to answer your questions about religion but apparently nothing I did matters at all! I hate you so much right now! When you say things like, “Aspen and Makell are the ones that helped me the most,” […]

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all I want is for someone to ask me if I’m OK and know that I’m lying when I say that I’m fine

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Life has been pretty hard lately. I’ve been really sad quite often  for pretty much no reason and I never want to get out of bed, like ever. I try doing homework and then I decide to just sit there staring or surf the web or go back to sleep. It scares me, I don’t want to feel this way. I wish I could talk to someone about the way I feel but I don’t feel like there’s anyone I can trust.

It’s worse when I’m tired, I just sit there and hardly talk at all and feel terrible and all I want is for someone […]

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