I feel absolutely worthless, a body without a purpose, a girl who is so broken and truly believes she is good for nothing but sex and drugs. I have isolated myself completely and my best friend is so sick of my shit he won’t listen anymore. Nobody wants to listen and nobody gives a damn. But I feel like I am hanging on for dear life. I am shit. I am nothing. I need to go.
I am cold and callus. I am a *****. I am always tired, no matter how much I sleep. I am always angry, always upset, and my days seem to have become very very long. I am very young but I despise the person I am. I always have. Not even eighteen, and I already believe that it isn’t going to get better. I am unhappy. I can’t be proud of myself. I can’t be around my friends anymore. I have no love in my life because I don’t know how to accept it. I am too afraid to talk to anyone. I need help. […]