ok, I am sick of hearing life is what you make it. Then how come whwenever I try and make it better, it just gets worse? I feel like everyday I am losing even more of my life. It’s like it’s slipping away right in front of my eyes. I dont have the strength inside of me anymore to even try and live. I lay in bed all the time just thinking to myself, maybe I should just take too many pills (in which case I have done this before on purpose. I have been hospitalized 4 times for being “suicidal”) or maybe I should […]