it seeps into your heart, your mind, your soul wrecking your body everywhere it goes.
i cant take the time to stop and think where am i going? Who is gonna help me?
you wake up in the middle of the night and your dreams scare you right out of your bed.
How do i get out of this?
You take a knife and you just cut because after you do it sends shivers of warm fuzzy tingles throughout your senses.
it leaves you shivering with ecstasy
You wish someone would help you but all they can say is are you okay?
How do they […]
i hate everybody they should all just go die. People are selfish and they take you for granted.
***** please. we invited you. we were being kind to you. and then how do you thank us!. you fucking ***** back stab us.
i hope you have fun in hell cus thats where you’re going straight to.
i wish to die. Simple. My only one wish is to die.
Please. Honor my christmas wish.
im getting my fail report and i know my life is a fail. can i die?
this is something i wrote by myself:
Shadowy Silence of Death
I know I’m slipping away from life as I write this last entry of my dairy, from my desk room on a lonely, dark and desolate night like this. The wind howled like dogs at a pound, begging to be released, but caged by bars that seem more than a way to keep stray dogs of the street. In the cold, gloomy forest stood an ominous […]
i don’t know why but when my life was maybe a little better i was cutting.
now, my lifes even worse and i don’t have the guts to cut.
what’s wrong with me? i just want to make the pain go away and yet i can’t?
everyday., im physically and mentally exhausted.
I hate waking up and i just want to lie there and never move ever again.
somedays i wish the world was covered in black. darkness all around.
someday i wish everybody would die. someday i wish i was all alone.
another day and i feel just as worse as the day before.
i got up this morning and it took me like 5 minutes to realise where i am, who i am and take in my surroundings.
and when i finally do realise who i am and stuff i feel instantly like shit. Like completely empty. Like im walking around doing nothing.
My mind drifts towards the peace i might find if i leave this horrible world. i think about and i chicken out of it the more i think about it.
i love sleeping so much becuase it’s like being dead.
i know people might call me a lunatic […]
can someone help me? i wanna know what heaven or hell is like. or whatever comes after death. i’ve read books and stuff but nothing helps.
please. help? everyday i think about what life will be like after death and i just wanna know. i don’t care if it’s a religious view but please help me. thankyou
everyday i feel like im worth nothing. Today i got back my science results and they were terrible. im not smart, ill never be and sometimes i wonder whats the point of living if i never gonna be smart enough to get a job. i try. i just cant stuff the information into my freaking stupid brain. And yeah, im not pretty. im not good anything. I wish i was better at everything and i don’t like my life. I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT MYSELF. people tell me dont do that. or they ask me why I feel like dying but they just dont get what […]