For the past year all I can think about is dying and killing myself. I have no confidence, I have social anxiety, everyone thinks I’m weird and annoying, I don’t think I’m pretty at all, no one likes me at home and I barely have any friends. I just wanna die and I’m always thinking to myself “maybe I should jump in front a car” and I’m always wishing for someone to just kill me already with a gun, knife, car, or anything cause I’m afraid to kill myself cause I don’t want people to think I’m selfish and stupid because what if I fail? […]
I can’t believe my own friend made me cut myself just now. I haven’t cut myself in about a month and there, she made me do it. Yes I blame her. I literally fucking hate everyone and I wish I was dead. I’m sick of fucking trying to make everyone happy when no one gives 2 shits about me. Fuck everyone and everything, I wanna overdose and I don’t fucking regret it. I’m bleeding right now and I blame society. How can anyone be so selfish? I wanna freaking die already, I wish I die soon. I can’t take this pain no more. I hope […]
It bothers me when people who are living a perfectly normal life with no problems whatsoever say they’re suicidal. To me, saying you’re suicidal isn’t a joke at all. If you have nothing to be angry about life, why should you joke around with the meaning? I been suicidal since I was 12 but you know what, I’m trying my best to not do anything stupid. Living with my family isn’t the best place to be right now because there is constantly arguing and fighting going on while I have so called “friends” who are never there when I need them and whom only cares […]
Why should I bother wasting my time to try to make other people happy when I’m not happy? Its fucking ridiculous and I really don’t know why I continue to do so each time. Everyone always comes to me for advice but then when I need something in return its like “wtf you’re stupid you’re psycho”. This is why I hate everyone… literally. I always wish to be alone and I can’t wait until I’m old enough to live alone far from everyone. I can’t even depend on my family. Even if I’m in a bad mood, I am just that person that has […]
Ever since I started smoking, I don’t know if its the weed but my self esteem dropped down completely and my anger problems have gotten even worse. I stopped smoking and I still have the same problems so I’m started to worry about myself and others around me. The majority of the time, I just burst out whatever is on my mind at the moment which is things I regret in the future. I can’t talk about it with my family cause they’ll think I’m psycho but I truthfully wanna know what’s the matter with me. I know it doesn’t sound like such a difficult […]