I can’t believe my own friend made me cut myself just now. I haven’t cut myself in about a month and there, she made me do it. Yes I blame her. I literally fucking hate everyone and I wish I was dead. I’m sick of fucking trying to make everyone happy when no one gives 2 shits about me. Fuck everyone and everything, I wanna overdose and I don’t fucking regret it. I’m bleeding right now and I blame society. How can anyone be so selfish? I wanna freaking die already, I wish I die soon. I can’t take this pain no more. I hope I die before I know it
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You are right to blame her.
Those people ‘who know too much’, a bunch of assholes, so will they take your life?
she did not force you to cut your self. In reality she just placed you in a position where you felt the need to cut and you choice to cut. It was your decision and your decision only the reason you cut ur self.
She made u feel the need but the best way to shove it back in her face for making u feel like this is by pulling through, i know its stupid but when sum1 fucks shit up the best way is to hold your head up high and show them that they can’t touch u.
Having the courage to make decisions that serve your best interests and well being is ‘selfish’. Selfishness is absolutely the way to be and the way to go…it’s a very positive path to take to attract peace and happiness into your life. Other people’s happiness and contentment are not based on your behaviour…your happiness is based on your own behaviour towards yourself….It’s not your job to please others…did you sign a contract saying you’d do this?…lol. Getting angry is just another way of saying ‘I’m too scared to feel the pain’…which is normal…Pleasing others is your issue. What would happen and how good would you feel when you start making decisions that have only YOUR
entire well being at heart. Be your own best friend. Good luck! Cheers!
Be selfish. Fuck everyone else. Don’t live to seek other’s approval. If you have to constantly appease someone, then you should automatically kick them out of your life. It’s hard because there is attachment, but fuck them if they can’t handle who you are without quips and favors. From now on, you should think “what do I want to do?” and if you don’t want to do it than don’t, even if it is at the expense of a relationship with someone else. Don’t sugar coat it either. Don’t leave them on a string. Simply say “I don’t want to do that” or “I don’t care” or whatever. You’ll find life is so much simpler when you simply stop giving a damn about other people. You’ll find that most depressed people are the ones who simply care about others. The people who aren’t depressed couldn’t give 2 fucks about anything.
I say that as a hypocrite though. It’s a process. You’ll think about them when you cut them out at first, but as time goes on they will become an afterthought.