During my darkest times in life, I had nothing to resort to but pain and misery, on the brink of ending it all looking down at the depths of it all and seeing peace and happiness once and for all. I thought I could never be saved and nearly killed myself 3 times but somehow I just wouldn’t die. I’ve been to an asylum, etc. talked to various shrinks but at the end of the day, none of it could help, only I could. That was 4 years ago during my junior year of high school when I was displaced from everything I knew of. […]
Sigh. I get better then when I fall it’s worse than the previous worse of before if that makes any sense at all. My life is declining at a rapid rate, and I’m losing grip on myself, I know I’m going to slip very soon. My whole life, I’ve been helping other people, basically living for other people and that’s basically made me crack until now where I’ve crumbled. People expect me to be a certain way, shape me a way I can’t be shaped, and make me something I don’t want to be. I’m suppose to be perfection in an imperfect world and boy […]
Well. Venturing here on SP for a few months has really been the saving grace for me. I came here on the lowest of lows, where I was on the verge of suicide, almost about to do it coming across the long helium hood post that midnight and reading the whole thing I decided to take a chance on this website posting my story I had never shared with anyone else but 1 person but I don’t know. I try to tell myself no but sometimes I wonder if she’s the reason I’m here or not, but that’s a different story. After getting numerous responses, […]
Goodbye guys. Ill
Be waiting for my ticket then catch the bus home…its been great, thanks everyone.
Hello, I’m a new member here on this website. I first came here last night when I was looking for a painless way to die and stumbled along the Helium Hood Method. I then began to research it and stumbled along the ENORMOUS thread about it, reading everyone of it last night while deeply considering doing it. I read about Jabawabba and everyone else and the Dignitas paper and it was like Wow. I kept reading and that calmed me down so I fell asleep.Â
Anyways a little about me. Yeah born blah, blah. I move to the States with my mother seeking a better life […]