Falling from the sky
Only to be hit with reality
My wings broken and torn
My soul shredded
But atleast I have my heart
The only thing you gave me
I should just let the darkness absorb my life
And Bring me to my misery</3
Falling from the sky
Only to be hit with reality
My wings broken and torn
My soul shredded
But atleast I have my heart
The only thing you gave me
I should just let the darkness absorb my life
And Bring me to my misery</3
I started (being forced) to live with my dad again…I’m not the same person I really am when I live with him. Everyday I wonder in my head why I’m being forced to be put into misery. Everyday when misery takes me I go off into a sleep and dream about a perfect world, a perfect life, a perfect everything.Then I wake up only to be put through the yelling, the memories, the pain again and again. I wish I could fly like I do in my dreams and for once, in reality, feel free. Misery won’t you ever leave?
I have fallen in love once….. but I got a broken heart because of it. My heart has healed but now I’m just being used as a rebound for just about everyone I know. The only person I have feelings for will eventually break my heart and I know it will happen. It always does. The one thing about life is how death takes us all but love only picks some of us(Something my friend “D” told me). I know the person I might have feelings for cares enough about me not to hurt me but I’m being hurt anyways by not being with them. […]
How can you see me when I am nothing? You have made me feel like that for the past 10 years…… but now that stops. I’ll keep fighting if I have to, whatever it takes to get you to relize that you don’t listen to me. I have never asked too much of you….is asking for my happiness really to much? If I go back to you the only emotion I’ll ever have is emptiness. Can you listen without aruging? I don’t think so…but then again you never listened in the first place so to what does it matter? You can go ahead an lie […]
She was crying
Drip drop splashes the tears
He was lying
And He didn’t care
She fought so hard
Only to gain nothing
He did very little
Only to get what he wanted
She blamed herself
He laughed to himself
He was like hell
And she was heaven……
I sometimes think of myself as a fake. I figure I am a hollow shell of happiness.A black hole of sorrow. I hide under a mask, to protect others from seeing my true pain. All I can do under my mask is cry to bring myself comfort. “Bring others happiness, don’t show them sadness” is my motto but I’m starting to get tired of this emotion game….. slowly my mask starts to slip off my face. I can stop it, but I don’t feel the need to. I don’t feel the need for anything anymore really. Maybe my mask should come off?
I have mark myself … people see the “marks” but do not question, why is that? Am I not important enough to have you say something?When someone does ask, I put on my perfect barbie smile that everyone believes and simple say “I fell down the stairs.” and laugh it off when on the inside I’m crying for someone to tell me i’m lieing, for someone to call me out on my lies and hear me out. Hear the truth. Hear my reason. No one ever hears what I am really saying beyond my play written words. Am I to be forever marked?…..
I leave my past,
In hopes for a new future,
I leave my heart last,
For you to torture,
My cuts mend,
The scars anew,
Tears and blood blend,
If only you knew…
You lied to me
was any of it true?
It’s pretty sad that I miss you…
I wish those feelings never happened,
I wish I could take it all back…
These feelings hurt
The cause of the pain you ask?
You are,
Don’t look so innocent
I know what happened with her
“I’m sorry for everything”
“I’m sorry.”
That’s all you say
That’s all you cry
Just stop and think
that maybe, just maybe
You say lies.
I hide from the world in the shadows,
I listen to the world from under,
I have lost my soul,
Is there no one with me?
Am I alone?
Why must everything good leave…why?
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