I’m only thirteen and have tried to kill myself more than 3 times… Some people say its ***** that I didn’t but I couldn’t.. I would feel guilty, my family an friends, idk how they would deal with it.. Sometimes I want to tell my mom that in depressed but I don’t want her to feel bad, I don’t want to be treated differently and I’m just one of those people that Hates even crying in front of my parents.. Right now I’m not suicidal but I don’t really wanna live? Idkk … Night😘