how could he just leave me stranded when he knew I had nobody else? how does this not hurt him as much as it hurts me?? apparently he didn’t love me enough to stay. all I had was him when everybody else abandoned me. but now he has done the same… he said ” I had gotten to the point where I broke every body, including myself..” ……… okay. that makes a lot of sense! (NOT!) <<<< I just don’t get that?? like how? how do you let go of a broken girl if your broken too. << does that make any sense? idk im just mad. […]
my step sister is sooo fucking annoying! I hate her soo much sometimes!! I went downstairs and come back up to find her snooping thru my computer!! what the fuck??? so I came in and saw her closed the door behind me and she was like mortified like I was going to kill her which I did.(jkjk I didn’t kill her I wish tho) and I started screaming at her I look at the computer and shes looking at my fucking history on the favorites bar….I wish she would just grow up and move out! and she only fucking 10 years old!!!omg I might die […]
holy shit.. I hate school soo much! like I don’t even know why?!? all my fiends are there..and I love all my classes…SIKE I hate all my classes I try to fit in but nobody likes me! I don’t have friends cause they all hang out with somebody else in the school. and now my ‘friend’ is bailing on me and hanging out with the cool people (aka the people that are supposed to be two grades ahead) lol and the thing is that I study sooo hard when we have tests and then I fail it! HOW!!!! I hate myself so much!!!! even though […]
does anyone else feel alone or forgotten? or is it just me. cuz every time I need somebody, they always find a way to maneuver themselves out of my life.
Happy New Year to everyone!! 😉 🙂 you all are beautiful! Love you! :*
dear 2013,
you made me laugh. you made me cry. you made me cut and want to die.
this year has been the worst year of my life. so 2014, I really hope that you bring some good memorys…
so I started cutting about.. maybe six months ago. I have only managed to go so deep because if my parent find out then off goes my head.. I actually started when my parents divorced about a year and a half ago but it really wasn’t that bad because all they did was split up and didn’t talk. but now dealing with school and which parent gets to keep who, they have put me and my little brother in the middle of it. mostly me though because I am the older one. so that’s how I started cutting, by all the stress and anger they […]