I’ve had a couple of moments in  my life, one was just a couple of minutes ago. The ceiling in my bathroom was falling (my house is going under construction) and I didn’t move, I just stood there and watched as everything came crumbling down. A part of me was hoping the whole thing would come down on top of me, so at least I wouldn’t have to do it. This isn’t the first time something like this has happened, one time I was swimming and just for a second I thought I could stop swimming and everyone would just think it was just this […]
No matter how happy I am at the moment I cant ever be content with my life, I dont know why I am on this website or why I even registered, but Suicide always crosses my mind. I sometimes think that maybe if I did die that everyone would have a better life. Like dying is my soul purpose for being on this earth, my death will bring everyone together. or is that egotistical of me to think my death might actually have that big of an impact. I know there are millions of other people in this world going through bigger and scarier things […]