My life basically ended a long time ago and I just kept dragging my breathing corpse through life….since i was 13 I’ve been dying every single second…..I cut,I cried,I hurt,I died & no one cared…I went on falling deeper & deeper in the slought of despair and my misery was getting worse….they thought it was all a bunch of balooney and that I was just being dramatic and making sick excuses to escape stuff….but I was not…I was really hurting inside….I was alone in my pain…..I cried at night almost to the point where it was literally imposible to cry any further…I slept on damp […]
It kind of irks me to know that despite trying so hard im still alive i had written my suicide note posted a goodbye online and tried to kill myself softly….which obviously didnt happen n im alive….typing another post….but feeling the same crap….i wish id be here for no longer
I feel so lonely….i have no one to talk to……suicide helplines doesnt work for me….God what should i do….what should i do?
GOODBYE WORLD!
I’m afraid to recall that how this idea ever ran through my mind but If I EVER end up being a transsexual….my mother and her ultra conservative outlook would be responsible for it….the truth is that I’m tired of the mundane gender issues to which I was exposed to at such a young age or to be more specific its one of my earliest memory to be super reserved with people of the opposite gender….because its a “taboo” to be frank or formally intimate with them……I sometimes feel like I’ll never forgive the brutal society laws which made me “regret” for being a female….I often […]
I’m 17 years old(will turn 18 this June),5″3,39 kg,underconfident,anxious,afraid,failure,looser,quitter……Ive been heavily suicidal for like five years now!!!
Mostly due to my academic stress….till highschool i scored great and was a bright minded geeky kid but for some odd reason i started to grow more and more fears and day by day the roots of those fears anchored deeply into my conscience and i ended up being a fiasco….i fail at everything….i cant reach out for even the simple mundane goals…apparently i am still bright and healthy but inside there is a neverending armageddon and mental anguish…I am dead…I’m just a breathing corpse without any genuine […]