Im so done. My biological dad is trying to apologize. Trying to say hes sorry for not being there. Like it fucking matters. Like he didnt almost kill my mother. Like him leaving twice didnt kill me. Like it all didnt lead me to attempting. To wanting to gice up. Lile his half hearted bullshit apology fucking MATTERS. or fixes anything. His im sorry doesnt mean shit. My mom spent most of my life as a single mom making it work and god knows Ive spent most of my life without a fucking father. And now from a comfort from a jail cell he wants […]
JasonTodd97
JasonTodd97
The 19 year old failed writer. Failed sister. Failed daughter. Orphan. My own tragic backstory.
My mother passed away. And now Im just empty. Lost. Gone without her. I spend most of my days wishing I could just join her. Everything feels hollow and empty without her here. Before she left I was focusing on my medical and mental health. And now I work and go to school and mentally kill myself just trying to keep my head above water and Im never sure how long its gonna last. Im drowning withoht my north star. My hero. My guiding presence. She was the one who raised me and now that shes gone so is everyone else. Ive got no family […]
So here I am. A 19 year old failed writer. Basically an orphan. Mom died 5 months ago now in January. I wont bore anyone with my sad story because well, we all have them.
We are all broken. But my edges are so jagged they just keep cutting deeper. So here I am. At the precipice. Invited by books about websites like this. Too curious and too broken for my own good. Maybe finding other like minding souls or falling into my own madness.
Here I am.