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jeda

I hope that if my family/loved ones ever see this account or posts etc that they know they had nothing to do with the bad of how i feel. I’m sorry I can’t love them enough to like latch onto their feelings for my reason to try some more.

Today has been a very emotionally taxing today .Laughing with them too the edge off for a while x

Dear loved ones y’all have been awesome and done all you could ,this is all on me. I hope ill get to meet yoy again in better condition ! x you really are special x

12/29/2022 2 comments

I think a cat could help.

by jeda 12/28/2022

written by jeda

Okay so here me out. A cat. Thats it . I love cats. Ive never been able to have one due to space issues so the reality may be a while off .And im not saying a cats a cure . But yk id love to adopt an older one and just chill . Although, I wouldnt want to make another creatures life miserable so i guess im asking if yall think its a good idea ?

12/28/2022 8 comments

Anyone else feel forced to exist? ( theist)

by jeda 12/26/2022

written by jeda

I believe in the Biblical God. I’m just upset about the fact I’ve been brought into existence atall .I feel incompatible with it. I find this life insufferable but its not due to my current circumstance I have a job,family and friends but im still unhappy. I think its my childhood that ruined the will to live bit honestly but im tired of dredging up trauma i just don’t think its worth the hassle? Like what would i be healing for? To have a house some kids and a 9-5? Or maybe to travel the world? Make art or something. Sounds awful. Helping people could […]

12/26/2022 11 comments

jeda

jeda

This is all on me

I think a cat could help.

Anyone else feel forced to exist? ( theist)