I’ve read pretty much everything on here and this is where I’m at, and I guess what I’m searching for, but failing to find;Â Out of everyone I have ever known, met, or out of everything I have ever read on various forums, I can say that I am either more, or at least as philosophical or spiritual as they are. I could go right now and probably turn someone’s thinking from despair to hope and joy, I’ve done that all my life with everyone I meet and also myself over and over again. I am tired of ‘deep thinking’ and seeing the bright side […]
I want to stay alive because I love laughing and dancing, I love music, the weather, the river and the garden. There’s so many films I haven’t seen yet, so many books I’ve still to read. I love traveling really early on a Saturday morning when everyone’s still in bed and the roads are clear, and I’m escaping to somewhere remote for the weekend. I love sitting in sweet little coffee shops and watching the world go by; the world that I hate in the main, but now and again I see the movement of a kind person and it touches me to tears and […]
I hope this post doesn’t attract anyone to take a giant wisdom shit on my head. I feel really desperate to talk to someone who knows how crap life is, not someone who’s gonna tell me I’ve got it all wrong . . .
I have absolutely no-one to talk to. I can no longer talk to my friends, even their best attempts to relate to me are so short lived before they start rambling on about nonsense, and I’m finding that more and more I am literally unable to talk to them about anything that they talk about. This is a build up of many years […]