I have bipolar but I’m trying so hard to fake positivity and work on improving my life. I have the very clear impression from my boyfriend that I’m on my last chance to sort myself out. He can’t cope with me being depressed and if I have a bad day – and don’t get enough done – like searching for a job, housework – if I don’t have a full, productive day, I’m scared to tell him. I’ve been trying so hard to turn my life around and I’m making some small progress, but I’m constantly pushing myself harder and harder to try to approach […]