Things never get better, I attempted suicide earlier this year, however someone intervened. Maybe I didn’t want to die bad enough….I am still too depressed for words and want a way out. I thought it was my weight…I weighed 395 and of course no one likes fat guys….however, now I only weigh 270 and considering im 6 foot 4 I’m not all that fat. However, no one still finds any interest in me. I don’t know what it is, I can’t get a job, no one loves me and I’m pushing 30. My family hates me because they think I am gay…I am gay but […]
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jsstarre3784
I’m tired. I’m tired of trying, crying, sighing, giving, caring and most of all living. I have been on this earth 26 years, I am very unattractive and very undesirable. All my nieces and nephews are enjoying relationships while I sit alone. I have no job and I quit school as well. So I look to just end it all. I no longer wish to live in a world that wasn’t made for me. They say that all men are created equal but then why was I born? Its hard to live knowing that you will always fail, always be alone. So I have made […]