Pretending everythings fine is exhausting. Its taken everything I’ve got in me to keep this facade up. I’ve got nothing left. I try every damn day to get out of this cycle of depression. I try to push the suicidal thoughts down, and I don’t know how many more days (hours) I can continue. I’ve got a home, people who love me,I’m
not rich but not poor either. But what I have whats killing me is of course depression. The pills don’t work, nor does the therapy. This has gone on long enough. No cries for help, no timetable, just a moment will come […]
My teen years were hard my mom died and my dad remarried. She was a *****. But i grew up married my high school bf. We bought a house had a baby, a boy. I thought id left depression behind. Baby got sick, it was cancer. So at 23 i was fighting th battle of my life. Baby died wen he was two. Marriage failed. My husband was in soooo much emotional pain. I couldn’t help. I was depressed. Im still depressed . I can’t seem to let go andmy family wouldn’t understand. Its been almost 3 years they’d say. I can’t open up to […]
Scared of life. Scared of suicide. Cant deal wi th depression any more. Cant handle th stress of hiding it. Living on prescribed pills for pain and stress. Afraid to tell anyone how i really feel. Dont know how to. I’ve tried to OD ended up on th medical ward. “Accidental OD” …feel like a balloon being squeezed, when will i burst? Dont want to let anyone down. Mostly my over achieving fam. Making my own little hell….