Today I thought would be like any other but it was better than normal
I didn’t want to die as much today then normal
I didn’t hate my friends
I wasnt feeling hopeless for once after a long time of sadness
But tomarrow will probaly be sad again
I am a teenager
I get honor roll and am stressed with my grades if i get lower than a A-
Since a year or two ago i wasnt able to feel happy for more than an hour
My feelings for most are faked including my boyfriend because I don’t want to hurt anyone
I want to forget everything a.d start a new life
I want to live in a different world
I want to die, but i cant bring myself to it
I dont want to tell my parent because their comforting only works for a minute or two
Im easily angered, easily stressed, impasient, and […]