I can’t even begin, but I know I can’t ever end. I was born broken, and I grew up a tangle that twisted inwards and ruined everything I thought, loved, and touched. I learned that my feelings were nothing and of little importance in comparison to everything bigger in the world. By the age of 8, I was telling people I was going to kill myself. I had barely experienced the world, and already I was ready to leave it forever. I was neglected. I was crying myself to sleep and holding knives over my wrists, watching the blue blood pump through veins under paper […]
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kalanirocks2
kalanirocks2
I am 15, almost 16. The first time I almost killed myself, I was ten years old. The first time I told someone I was going to kill myself, I was 8. The first time I got help was May 9th, 2011, I was admitted into a rehabilitation center. I was 15. I am an actress, writer, and I play JV girls soccer for my High School. I am so unbelievably loved. If you need help, please PLEASE email me. I know exactly what you are going through. I suffer from severe depression. I will always be here to talk.