i just don’t feel like being here anymore! i have to friends i can talk to, nobody cares about me or what i have to say! what’s the point in being here?..because i sure don’t see one! everything is soo low, i’m having urges to cut, i’m trying to be strong and not do that, but i don’t think i can be strong enough anymore!
my scars are fading, and i feel lost without them…
it’s me who is my enemy.
me who beats me up.
me who makes the monsters.
me who strips my confidence.
i’m fucked up and no one seems to notice. i’m sad and non one seems to notice. i’m disappearing and no one seems to notice. i’m dying and no one seems to notice. i’m falling apart and no one seems to notice… this is how i feel. </3
I’m really confused right now, I told my closest friend today for the time that i cut, and she didn’t even seem to care. She just kinda blew it off, like I had just told her what I ate for lunch or something. What if my parents told her I had killed myself? Would she have cared then? I just am very confused on the whole situation…/: someone please help.
i’m starting to wonder is there any point to life anymore? everyday i feel more and more numb. my body is always cold. Â i just wanna get out of this world, there’s no reason for me to be here anymore, i’m WORTHLESS!
before you my life was like a moonless night, very dark, but there were stars; points of light and reason. Then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly, everything was on fire, there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing has changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn’t see the stars anymore, and there was no more reason for anything.
i found this, and really liked it. kinda describes how i feel.
i’ve just put myself down about everything, i can’t pull myself up to be happy for anything. my parents made me break up with my boyfriend, who was the only person that understood me, they just took him away from me…now my parents have decided we’re moving. All of this is just pushing me over the edge, i don’t want to be here anymore. I’ve recently started cutting myself just to know that i can still feel something, but when i do it, it actually makes me feel alive, like cutting is my only purpose. I have no one to talk to that gets me […]