over the edge..

i’ve just put myself down about everything, i can’t pull myself up to be happy for anything. my parents made me break up with my boyfriend, who was the only person that understood me, they just took him away from me…now my parents have decided we’re moving. All of this is just pushing me over the edge, i don’t want to be here anymore. I’ve recently started cutting myself just to know that i can still feel something, but when i do it, it actually makes me feel alive, like cutting is my only purpose. I have no one to talk to that gets me anymore, someone just please help me before i go CRAZY!