I say in some senses because I’m a newbie to the site, but certainly not a newbie in the whole suicide shindig. It’s something that is constantly racing through my mind, and I’d be lying if I said I don’t have my little fantasies once and awhile. This has been going on for about one, perhaps two, years. I don’t really know, nor do I care. All I know is that my life has been a blur–an endless, grandiose blur–one that I am ready to depart. I just can’t bring myself to correspond with life anymore.
Now, this isn’t me announcing that I will be killing myself tonight. I […]